taking off

figuring out yourself. what do I want to do? how do I go about doing it? who do I need to get into contact with? those are the questions I ask myself when I want to go into something of interest to me. Also, this is where I tend to lose interest in exploring my interest. I mean take acting for instance, I want to act, and of course I believe I can do it. However, so can a million other people. then I go into thinking, well it requires some money (which I don't have), and then I get even more discouraged. My point is, how do I get the courage to just go out and do something so unrealistic, when I'm the most realistic person that I know? ... Life.. so many obstacles and test that you can't even count on both hands and toes. Well, I suppose with life and dreams it never hurts to just try. I know I don't want to wake up ten years from now and regret not living my life the way I truly wanted to.
.. so if you ever have something you want to do, but you're afraid of doing it, do it anyways.

just some food for thought. (:

Life As I Think I know it.

Right now, I'm thinking of life as... intangible. I can see everything I want, but I can't seem to be able to grab it. why?.. Who knows. Maybe life is trying to tease me in some sort of sick, evil, and just unbearable way. However, I have a plan... well at least I think I have a plan. Anyways, here goes, I have decided to finally take my life by the horns and lead the way to victory. No more sitting around and drooling over other peoples lives that a dream I could have. I believe if they can achieve their goals and dreams, who's to say that I can't do the same? NO ONE! Therefore, I have started this blog to document my journey to self discovery, and I know without a doubt that I can do anything I set myself up to do.

 

sincerely, A fearless young bull.